i guess i'm being ignored by someone special...

surely there are some sweet moments~
hey, u do read my mind!!

but i remember the other one said, "let bygones be bygones"
then i'd rather sing a song first,
"let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be,
There will be an answer, let it be"

組組有本難唸的經

知道自己經常無原無故的嘆氣了, 面黑了, 態度不好了, 在此向各受影響的同事致歉, 最近我十分燥底~

面對現在的工作, 實在提不起心機去做好, 太亂也沒有清晰的目標, 可以話唔知做緊咩, 唯有跟order做事見步行步預備固然不足, 同事說, 這叫x做, 我不知道這是否一個恰當的用詞, 但我感到被搞得團團轉, 沒事卻忙, 想努力也做得不好…
洩氣呢~
好令人灰心呢~

其他組的同事們, 都好像有差不多的感受, 更可以話係差好多的感受, 不過, 我們能夠互相拍拍膞頭支持一下也算不錯, 不要絕望吧, 人生不只得工作呢~

龍捲風

有d野唔敢講, 有d野唔敢做,
當那三個禮拜現在可以被稱之為"真空期"過了後,
知道了, 明白了, 或許又是我的問題,
心底裡還是會有又慶幸又失落的感覺
完全冇預到琴晚會見到你,
都係果句啦, 物是人非, 多謝你~

*龍捲風*
愛像一陣風 吹完它就走
這樣的節奏 誰都無可奈何
沒有你以後 我靈魂失控
黑雲在降落 我被它拖著走

靜靜悄悄默默離開陷入了危險邊緣 Baby~
我的世界已狂風暴雨 Wu~~~~

愛情來的太快 就像龍捲風
離不開暴風圈 來不及逃
我不能再想 我不能再想
我不 我不 我不能

愛情走的太快 就像龍捲風
不能承受 我已無處可躲
我不要再想 我不要再想
我不 我不 我不要再想你

不知不覺 你已經離開我
不知不覺 我跟了這節奏
後知後覺 又過了一個秋
後知後覺 我該好好生活

睇故事聽音樂再講故事

好耐冇試過好好咁休息吓, 呢個weekend冇去玩, 真係想認真咁抖吓瞓吓~
唔知係咪做嘢耐咗忙咗累咗, 而家都好少去戲院或者買碟返屋企睇, 呢幾日好想靜吓睇吓碟.

<<絕世天劫>>
隻碟擺咗幾年, 一直都冇耐性拎出嚟睇, 實在聽咗好耐話呢套戲好睇喇.
Cast 幾吸引喎, 有我喜歡嘅Ben Affleck, The Green Mile嘅大舊黑人, Prison Break2嘅Alex,
仲有Bruce Willis, Owen Wilson, Liv Tyler, 同其他熟口熟面唔知名嘅星~
係幾唔錯, 令我眼濕濕可能都有令你眼濕濕果幕當然係Bruce Willis 自願留低死果一場啦~
"I don't want to miss a thing" 真係好好聽~

今日再去碟舖閒逛, 店內播緊許志安嘅歌, 旋律超熟, 但點解我口up up嘅係英文歌詞呢?
究竟係改編至咩歌嘅咩歌嚟呢? 硬係醒唔起~
囉囉戀返到屋企開電腦, 丫, 我終於知道係咩歌喇, 讀書時識嘅一隊band - Highway, 個主音被邀唱其他band fd作嘅一首歌, 以前我已經好鍾意呢首歌喇, 原來而家俾咗有個叫周柏豪嘅歌手唱咗中文(唔知乜水!而家新人實在太多!), 歌名"同天空", 而許志安又唱咗周柏豪呢首歌~ 但我認為英文版係好聽好多, 歌詞都幾到ga~
"The Alibi"
Stepping out the door learn to live strong
Life must carry on
Is that what she wants what she long for?
And now that she is gone
Open up your eyes
Let go what's left behind
See the world outside Set your ambition high
Finally realize She's gotta get on with brand new life

There's a thousands reasons why Hidden behind
Love is just a game of mind
Does she know why she cries?
Realize It's full of lie
Regretting those days stand by his side
The alibi.....The alibi.

Since that day he stabbed her from behind
Prove why love is blind
Her heart start to bleed but still believe
It's not quite what it seems
Sleeping on the floor
Will she see a bit more
Fallen off the wall
the burden she must afford
so then afterall she gotta find self support

繼續睇碟,
<<每當變幻時>>
Not bad not good, 但message就好好, 其實我成日都唔係好明, 點解導演係男人可以表達d咁女人嘅嘢?!?! 有幾幕真係睇到心抽搐, 仲要係片尾突然唱出 "每當變幻時"…呼~
楊千嬅唔係做平時戲內嘅楊千嬅, 而我諗係做返現實嘅楊千嬅, 搵佢做, 計啱數但佢發揮未見淋漓;
陳奕迅做得好佬, 做得到, 做得好, 搵佢做, 啱哂數~
朋友突然拜訪, 一齊睇又幾好feel, 傾吓計, fit 哂我今日要hea要relax個mood~

<<冧歌有情人>>
都係果種典典型型舒舒服服美國式嘅愛情小品, 冇咩特別又冇咩唔好睇, Hugh Grant 同Drew Barrymore都係做返定咗型嘅角色而你又唔會唔鍾意睇~
我承認係上星期做嘢聽到新人歌手唱而影響我買呢隻碟嘅, 首歌又係唔錯~ "Way Back Into Love"

咁啱得咁橋, 呢幾套戲都係有theme song!
咁啱得咁橋, 今日寫嘅嘢同今集節目新format有d似!
就係咁啱得咁橋, hey listen to me~
"I don't want to miss a thing"
"The Alibi"
"每當變幻時"
"Way Back Into Love"

i'm juz afraid that i can't control myself...

my mind is mixed up for a good period of times lah,
suddenly a quite clear direction comes up to me and i dunno y,
just afraid that i can't control myself, behave myself, and express myself...

yah-e-yah-Ohoh

Crying in the party Part II

終於都睇到eason concert喇, 不過真係上次好睇好多喎~~
但今次正就正在有同audience溝下通下, 唔似上次做舞台劇咁做~ 不過今次好commercial, 除咗呢個字之外都唔知可以用咩字~
個台好遠囉, 淨係VIP都有成十幾二十行, 我第四行都睇得唔清楚呀, 離譜d喎老細~~

eason唱得好就梗啦, 不過都幾多甩嘴喎, 好似唔夠preparation咁~ 但反而甩嘴又幾好聽喎, 因為佢唱得太CD喇, 太CD到好難集中精神睇, 正如平時對住電腦聽歌咁, 聽咗都唔覺~
Rearrangement唔錯(K歌之王, 正呀!), Dancing ok, lighting唔錯, 但個set就爭d~

上一次令我覺得毛管楝嘅歌係 <葡萄成熟時> 同 <最佳損友>, 今次再聽冇哂事, 都好~ 所以話"人係向要前行, 時間又能沖淡一切"幾時都係咁啱~
今次冇任何情緒影響下, 我最鍾意<我不好愛>那part, "You X Me", 夠簡單, iconic, 好舒服!

在此特別鳴謝哥哥捐出門票, yeah!!!!!


Last night, my fd was crying in the party~
We 3 had the frankest sharing which haven't tasted that for at least a yr or more~ it was touching~
"Stuck in the middle" is what I experienced while I was in between, thanks for the understanding of my situation, thanks for the appreciation, and I have to thank God to lead me while I was stuck in the middle~
I think you are so brave, J~
I think you are so lucky, T~ it's not that worse, sweetie~
Be there for you 2 & Bless you both always~

same place, same ppl, 物是人非! ok, fine ~

Mud Yeah Jeah

好想知道, 當人已有一定的閱歷時,
還想有更多的經歷嗎?
你還會害怕要經歷更多嗎?

不再年輕的一般人通常都會選擇寧願平平穩穩過活(要是可以選擇的話),
所以, 成功的人往往不是一般人(語句錯了, 我知, 正如上次同事hurt指出同事釘的對話"點解搵到的炸彈總未爆"~)
這地球村也有好多人在說喜歡生活多姿多采, 有高有低的生活才是豐盛的人生.
這句話真沒有錯, 不過現實中, 硬著頭皮說的人佔大多數~

這樣看來, 生活好像總有點乏味, 我在感嘆著唱 I'm not a girl, not yet a woman~~~
20oct2007