Arabic . 千年 . 一嘆 . 序

明天出發了, 心跟思想都空蕩蕩
毫無感覺
不知道是否個幾月前的project and半個月前的project讓我知道咩叫做緊張到死的感覺
直到這回, 看似要出力了, 我卻不覺得怎麼樣, 因為跟本不至於緊張至死!!! 可是, 不至於輕鬆得這個樣子啊, 做點什麼準備吧, 但做什麼呢, 我在空蕩蕩的思想中盤旋, 然後繼續吃喝玩樂!!!!!!
再搞不清, 我是括得太開還是逃避得太過遠, 只知要喝要不理會時我是可以好徹底!!!!

RELAX!
大家回我最多的字詞!

有口難言
懶惰與relax, 只差一線
但這個trip我還可以懶惰也可以relax, 皆因已被live show嚇怕了><''

空蕩蕩的shopping, drinking, relaxing, evading....
正經事不做, 想來想去, 只一個人
這個人想了兩年
想到有點悶, 有點乏味~ 咁仲諗乜鬼, 我頂~
一個多月了, 那餘震一點也不強烈, 但, 確實仲係有d震震地!!!
我要出trip了, 各式各樣來自你的關懷與rubbish擾亂我的思緒
思想繫於你, 卻又被你影響我的思路, 同有雞先定蛋先一樣撲朔迷離!!!!

好, 廢up完, 要休息了, 其實這半年都沒有休息過~
早抖了, x:mas見 ~

to have but not to hold

我很喜歡喝酒, 喜歡到, 大概我不知道醉不知道什麼時候
喜歡這種感覺, 喜歡到每日都不能不喝
變成習慣, 習慣到身體不知不覺不太健康, 繼而不知不覺意識到這樣不好, 也不願拋低這個我會形容為醜陋的習慣, 也記不起是什麼時候開始越喝越兇

最近喜歡喝上了一枝sweet wine, i like it!
eagar to hv it
tasting it
after it
and u'll miss it!
it is so nice to hv it all, throughout the wine, throughout the process~ the mood is wonderful~ so nice and do really nice.
but i love to have this sweet wine alone! this is not the wine to share or during talking or bullshitting!

i had it tonite, during watching the movie 愛你愛到殺死你
this is the nite i was soooo happy, since i hv gotten out of a big job which i really wanna escape from it. thank god that using this solution to get me through, and out of it, and to the process i did work on!!!! after all, i tasted this sweet wine, soooo nice!!!!!

this movie flashed me back. i like it, as well as the theme song. (不得了, 原來又係林夕)
i remember everyone of you. everyone i loved and loved me. every scene upsetting, every scene i upset someone. do surprised to recognize that the song is always my song when i had been going through these. flashing back!!! and looking forward!!!

tonight, thx joey so much! i had a heartful smile all the times which haven't been wore on my face for a long long time!!!
thank god! i have to be thankful and be a good girl again!!!!