愛的故事下集（二）

如何說出感動人的話？
其實一點修飾的言辭也不需要。

你：「我只是覺得遺憾，原先想好了的不是這樣嘛．．．（一刻停頓，空氣凝住了，我屏息著，淚湧出來）
．．．沒有了．．．咁珍貴的你！」（不能強忍了，嗚...）
「是啊，我一直為你禱告，求主為你預備，而祂給你的一定是最好，我是每一天都為你祈求」（太感動了！）

起初我只是流淚不讓聽筒另一邊的你發現，後來我哭得無辦法不讓你知道。

你：「不好意思又再勾起你的傷心事」
我：「並沒有，是你此刻令到我好感動！！」 （嗚...嗚...）

我覺得你真的好好好好好好錫我！！！所以我才這麼哭了！

不知從哪時起，我們可以坦誠如此，從那刻開始，我們是一輩子的好朋友．
感謝神恩豐厚

神的安排很妙，剛巧你也有些分享，我並沒有裝，說的也是心底話，可終會令你安心點？！～

20070520
愛的故事下集（一）

感動,
你說, 譬如此刻你感到開心, 因為我教你唱這歌

開心,
我們一起唱起歌來

你說, 每過一段日子, 你會掛念我,
然後你再說, 你知道我也掛念你, 我們都知道有這份情存在, 無論是怎樣, 我們是這樣的確定!

因此,
我更為感動, 因我們一起唱著這首歌

<人算什麼>

耶和華－我們的主！
你的名，在地何美！
你將榮耀彰顯於天，
將榮耀彰顯於天。

觀看你所造的天，所擺設月亮星宿，
觀看你指頭所做的天，所設的月亮星宿，
便說：“人算什麼？你竟顧念他！他算什麼？”
他比天使微少一點，你賜他榮耀冠冕。

耶和華－我們的主！
你的名，在地何美！
你將榮耀彰顯於天，
將榮耀彰顯於天。

觀看你所造的天，所擺設月亮星宿，
觀看你指頭所造的天，所設的月亮星宿，
環顧宇宙萬物何廣闊，試問人算什麼？

DREAM [n.]

Suppose I have sth to say after the dream in the night before yesterday, it was too realistic and evil...which I was embarrassed to face myself of my weird frank thought.
However, what happened just yet that I have to write it down below instead (may be the same thing?!.......)

I feel quite tired today since I'm sick and after working many hours, I really want to take a rest but I've taken no action to go to bed.

Channel jumping, aimless website browsing, just keeping tired eyes open, NTH DOING...

Suddenly and do it naturally (actually it couldn't be natural !), I stepped in that dark page. I wonder why and when it happened.

It has been I guess at least a yr and a half. (time's running fast !!!)
I had imagined quite many times for the possibilities, can it do me good? Try? No no no, I don't wanna know.
I dare not to try if there is only just a chance could hurt me. Just don't disturb me is soooo fine. It was like a cursed entrance where I wouldn't say hello to the doorman whenever it reached me somehow.

Tonight, just happened that natural and soft, it's just like a hair dropping, oh, thank God that cares me that much !!!! And for the sequela, I know God you will sweep that away!

DREAM [n.]
1. 夢
2. 白日夢
3. 幻想,空想
4. 理想,願望
5. 美妙之事
I've got them all.

Thx! Have a nice dream

Life

Jun11

身邊又有一人的呼吸變得微弱了, 姑婆星期五忽然入了院, 現正在深切治療部, 好像還未渡過危險期, 我只能為你禱告.

Jun12

到醫院一看姑婆, 儀器很多的連繫著她, 呼吸用力得很...

Jun13

媽說姑婆好轉了一點, 燒退了.

Jun14

工作時收到媽媽的電話, 姑婆走了!
這一通電話我三個月前也收過一次...心忽離一離, 但今次我沒有哭...

長大後, 不常見姑婆, 所以印象也是小時候的那個, 一想起她便會想起她很會編織冷衫, 她織的圖案令人驚奇妙讚! 還有另一個印象是她會給我們燈籠錢, 即是中秋節的時候, 給錢我們買燈籠玩, 直至到我們長得很大不會玩燈籠, 她仍給我們燈籠錢. 大概是她有了自己的孫兒左右才沒有給我們燈籠錢. 其他的, 我沒有多大的感受, 因為最近這五六年, 她都好像刻意避開出席家庭活動, 媽說可能因為現在她也有了自己的一個大家庭, 忙於湊孫等等, 不過都會知道姑婆的身體變得不太好, 但我卻沒有想到突然會差得這樣緊要.

回家時, 媽來迎門, 我看見通紅了的雙眼, 然後聽她說了多少姑婆的往事..鼻子也不禁一酸. 原來舅父亞姨嬰兒時就是姑婆湊的, 所以他們都哭得很緊要. 媽說姑婆人很好, 叫她出來飲茶她奉旨不會來, 但叫她幫忙她必定出來並且非常落力.

小時候便知道, 照片中的冷衫是姑婆編織的, 長大後才發現為何這衫可以由嬰孩穿到五六歲~

父子失散27年 導遊台警助重逢

(星島) 06月 13日 星期三 06:30AM 與子港台分隔二十七年的老翁，日前遊台隨口向導遊提起與子失散憾事，卻打動熱心導遊聯同當地一名「新紮師兄」，千辛萬苦追查下，終尋獲其居台兒子。父子異地重逢，相見一刻俱熱淚盈眶，並異口同聲說：「我們不敢相信這是真的！」熱心導遊與警員好人好事，事後亦替父子高興。
這宗充滿戲劇性的「老父尋子記」，父親姓張，已年屆七十三歲。一九八○年，張伯與妻離異，當時只有十餘歲兒子隨母親到台灣生活，自此音訊全無。
　　二十七年來，張伯一直掛念兒子，雖然感到在生之年父子難有重逢之日，總覺得有一樁心事未了，但無論如何想不到，會有願望成真一天。
　　日前，張伯隨旅行團到台灣旅遊，導遊見他孤獨一人，閒來便與張伯聊天解悶。張伯見對方態度誠懇，聊天時無意中提起失散多年兒子，更透露此為畢生憾事。
　　熱心導遊為令張伯父子團聚，立即向其取得失散兒子相關資料，並到新店江陵派出所求助。當值警員洪銜，是一名入職警界僅半年「新丁」，聽了此事後十分感動，於是著手調查。
　　憑著一腔熱血及鍥而不捨精神，洪姓警員翻查逾百個車主登記資料，並逐一致電張姓人士查證，惟打了多個電話，發覺不少電話號碼已被取消，但洪仍未氣餒，繼續追查，終找到一名與張伯兒子資料相符的男子，於是馬上致電求證。
　　當時接電的張先生聞有人尋子，自感多年沒有父親消息，一度以為遇到詐騙集團。他說：「當初接到電話，覺得奇怪，以為詐騙集團打電話來，後來我想派出所不會開這種玩笑，便立即啟程到派出所與父親相認。」
　　父子重逢時，張先生看著父親蒼老面龐，感到恍如隔世；張伯亦禁不住老淚縱橫，良久無法說出話來。稍後雙方心情平復才打開話匣子，但二十七年離情，又怎是三言兩語可訴盡。
　　其間，張先生不忘取出相機，父子來一張合照，張伯看電子相機內的影像滿腔感慨：「想不到這張相一等就是二十七年！」

不常見也不算是鮮見, 但這則新聞還是令我有一份莫明的感動, 試想張伯一個人赴台旅行的心情如何, 他掛念兒子的生活又是怎麼樣過的, 雖然我明白writer用字盡可以煽情, 但我相信張伯的心情比這些文字卻有過之嫌, 希望有一天余文瀚也可和家人重逢!!

我們仨 (二)

Days go quite weird lately…and i'm tired after 3-week working ....

The night before yesterday, I had a good time with my friend in her new place.
We tasted the spaghetti and the last episode of "Heart of Greed". After that, we talked we shared for hours. Though the topics between us are almost the same, yup, it's quite boring and nth exciting; I believe we feel good for all these moments.

One day passed and then Saturday come, I went clubbing after work which I seldom attend now.
I was called "初戀" last night, since my name is same as his first love. He is the birthday guy in the party. Quite funny when everyone called the name ~
Met a guy and he is much alike someone, I admit that I just thinking something but ceased to go further, the feeling of wasting time is inadaptable.

The party was quite boring, I left with my friend.
She grabbed my body and hugged me suddenly, oh yah, we usually show our friendship in this way, but yes, I feel quite sudden of doing this in a taxi !!
Oh, but why her shoulders were shaking? and I heard some sound like weeping?
She cried on my shoulder that sudden, I was shocked and mazed.
She is a happy girl especially on this party night, what happened??
I haven't seen this side of her ever.
She told me how her story continues…after our last sharing.
It's not interesting, because I knew it for long and because I did experience once.
Story-telling ended as her mood turned better since her phone kept ringing. And after that, I have not much to say just sat next to her. I know what's going on.
I know you know how to do. I'm besides you!

How does GOOD FRIEND define?
The question comes up in my mind.

Somehow, friends make me feel _____, I don't know which words could fit in.
I can't say anything, I listen to what you tell, share what I can share. But there is an invisible barrier among some friends and I just stuck in the middle, I'm pushed to the position a bit like a bad person….
You introduced me a good friend of yours. am I? are you meant it?

When growing up, I can't measure the friendship between you, and you, and other friends of mine……
I just can't……