my voice

16/3/2008
當我決定去bbq pub的時候, 我早已知道會發生什麼事...
我卻沒有刻意的去喝, 可是達致深夜的時候, 我再也裝不出來, 情緒一下只表露無遺.
你們當然認為我醉了, 不, 你們當然又認為我又醉了!
心底裡的不情願我說不出來!

17/3/2008
On廠, 點解會呢, 佢話個女人叫, R頭!!!!
On了第一次廠, 雖是很簡單的廠, 但緊張又興奮~
Pd在耳邊說, 俾d信心自己, 多謝你~ 多謝標叔叔的幫忙, 麻煩了~

18/3/2008
the guy replaces me started working yesterday, when i try to handover my duty to him, i realize i do put my heart to this job, and i dun wanna leave here.
Many working partners give me blessing and a sincere eye contact, I got all that, dun make me cry ok?!

SUDDENLY chances are scented that i gonna miss, how contradicting !!! y things always happen like that?
i asked myself if i hadn't listened to God!! and i whispered if i could turn back time i won't take that!!

but then,

had a thankful dinner with EP of another team, he provides the door for me if I wanna stay, and I do find difficulty to answer you!!!

A warm touch and some morning calls are not enough for me to get you, pls give me some significant signals if you are pretty sure! I do try my very best, can now be your turn in this moment?!?!?!