神啊, 請給我一個驚喜

For a good period of time, I was surprised how you treated me, and then I accepted all your tenderness since i thought you are a real good man.
Last night, I was quite shock of what u said on msn. You worried that I might be scared by your frankness. I didn't, but indeed I can't think of anything to respond you!!
Should I appreciate your frankness? Should I understand y u are that kind to me now??!!!
There are many question marks above my head. I dun think you love me. But for any reason, it's odd, it's real odd……
The title was my prayer in the morning yesterday!
After the conversation above, I remembered the prayer, I was surprised and then I laughed.
God, thx! Pls protect me wherever I go !